Monday 18 December 2017

1st Trust Shaken! 1st heart break! Still a ray of hope!


She was a tiny little angel, unknown to this world and its rules. She did not know what is the meaning of word I or MY. She was just a simple little being who had entered the world few months ago. How would she know the pressures and burdens on the person who was looking after her? She was innocent, but heard a heavy dose of words which were all aliens in her little mind and she heard them from her own angel who brought her in this world. While getting her to this world, this angel had promised the eternal being to bring her up and keep her secure in this cruel world.

Cried the little one in her cradle, trying to get hold of her angel, who she thought would take her in the arms and love her the way she was loved before coming on this earth somewhere in this parallel universe. Her heart was broken for the first time. Her trust was shaken for the first time. But she did not even have the slightest of hint to understand the meaning of what was it called, what the term 'feelings' meant. All she knew was crying and smiling. These two expressions, that too nameless for her, they just happened on their own. But the cruel world taught her something more, in a short span of those few months she knew what was heart break and what was trust shaken.

The angel too knew what she had done was so upsetting for the new being in her life, but she was already in a mess of fears and scares from her surroundings and in an urge to save her little tiny tot from the same fears and scares she thought the best way was to prepare her for the worse.

Still with tear in her shiny black eyes and an aching heart she knew her angel has betrayed her once but she surely must have a reason for it. She knew her angel is the only one who will guard her in this new place that she has come to. Suddenly there was peace as the angel picked her delicate doll in her arms and felt sorry for the same. The tiny tot recollected her shattered self, forgot what had happened and smiled as bright as the sun, again filling up an unknown ray of joy in the angel's heart.

The angel somehow knew that the eternity has given her the most precious gift which she has been longing for more than a year now. But in her over possessive nature she forgot that her behaviour of hurting would not prepare her baby for the harsh future. Instead it will make her lose confidence in many places and not let her grow into a positive person in life. The angel herself was inexperienced to take care of the gift she had received, but the tiny girl knew that her angel would give her 100 % to carve out the most beautiful being out of her when she grows up.